Honestly , WTF. You see my name? Yes. You see it right? If you don't , its in RED and you have to zoom.

Picture yourself in my shoes.
You see your name , you head down for the event.
Before that you found out that it starts 1 hour earlier than the time stated on the website.
When you reach , you realise that your name is not in the sitting list.
And when you go to sit with the rest of the award winners, they didn't label your seat for you.
Next , all the people in the row in which you are sitting in stands up to queue for their certificates on stage.
And you're left sitting alone , with alot more award winners behind you.
You approach your advisor and tell him your problem.
He gives you a stunned face.
You then find out that everyone else received an invitation email except you.
You didn't dare to skip the event because you thought it was compulsary.
Lastly , you ended the day's plan early just for the event and found out that you came down on your only off day for nothing.

Now tell me , how would you feel?

SCREW OSG! - that's how i feel.

I'm worn out by the emotional battles within myself. I'm infuriating others and I seem to infuriate myself. This battle has raged on for too long. Its a bottle ready to boil over , burn and explode.